Saturday, July 7, 2007

4 Weddings And A Home-Going Celebration

In addition to the Home-Going Celebration, there are 4 weddings for me to attend this year. There will be two in September, one in November and one in December. I was told that I’ll be an emcee at one of the couples’ wedding. It should be fun and interesting.

The wedding invitation I received today is giving me a lot of grief and anger. The potential of seeing “him” is giving me a lot of grief. The fact that I am not totally healed after all these years is making me very angry at myself. I know it takes time to heal wounds but isn’t 3 years long enough? It's been challenging so I need to depend on God to get me through this.

I don’t think I can go to this wedding because I know that I'd be an emotional mess if I go.

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